Miss You

Only because I know you'll never read this but you know I'm better with my written words than my spoken ones.

I would give anything to go back to the beginning. I would do anything to be yours. I miss our all day text sessions and our late night chats over sodas...even if you live a hundred miles away. I miss you and us. I miss being able to tell you every thought that rolled through my mind and you serenading me when we talked on the phone. I miss worrying about texting too much and running up our phone bills. I miss 2 hours chats that would take place after 9 pm and consisted of everything from silly giggly jokes to song lyrics to the most serious though on our mind. I miss trying to help with homework via the telephone, when we were using two different versions of the program and blasting music.

I want to go back. To coordinating when to be online to maximize chat time, even when our computers were being stupid. I want to go back to not getting homework done not because I'm being lazy but because the things you would say were so much more interesting and valuable.

I miss you. I love you. I have since we first met and I still do. Because Jammies and Blankies go together

"The answers aren't so easy to find...the questions will have to do..."