Sunday, August 1, 2010

The Best Summer of My Life...I think so!

Okay so here it is straight up...summer 2010 thus far has been the best summer ever! I've already had so much fun and gotten to hang out with people that I haven't gotten to spend time with in the past, it's great.
And the best part is it's only August 1st and I don't leave for college until mid-September so that means...a whole more month and half of summer, during which I will turn 18. Pretty Sweet? Yes I think so :)

And here's typical me for you...I've learned something...
That is: I'm glad that certain people are out of my life. Certain people have become a stronger presence and some things will never change. Which is all good. But truly the best is having certain people gone. The people that would put a damper on my day, the people that locked me in and made me afraid to express myself, the people I loved but secretly sometimes hated. Because of the drama they caused the feelings they hurt and the moments they took from me, that could have been used toward others that loved me more. Jacked up? Yes. I think so.

I also discovered how much fun it is just to be. Meaning it's nice to just be with people, no crazy extensive plan required. Those moments of just "being" and "chilling" are my favorite they are what I crave. They are when I am most free and having the most fun.

So remember that the people that are meant to be in your life will stay around. The people you are meant to reconnect with or connect further, it will happen just be patient. The people who poison your euphoric world, they be gone sooner or late, either by their own choice (when they're done using you) or by yours (when you tell them you're done with their BS). Spending time just discovering yourself and being silly is just as important as being structured and serious.


Highlights thus far:
  • Hang out days with Chris (geocaching and piano lessons at CSULB)
  • Hang out days with Kristen (Ummm...having more fun than words can explain...just we're just that cool)
  • Hang out days with Carissa (getting starbucks, eating scones, talking college, getting Tiger Tail donuts, going to Target)
  • Hanging out with Gina
  • College Orientation (and everything involved with NorCal)
  • Going to Disneyland (x3) (Once with Serena, once with my mom and then with Kendall)
  • Getting my laptop
  • Jaeger Family Dinners
Things coming up (that are gonna rock my socks)
  • Going to my last summer camp session
  • Turning 18!!!!!!!
  • Helping friends move-in to their dorms
  • More hang out sessions with good friends before we all go our own separate ways
  • More Jaeger Family Dinners?!?!??
  • Getting one of my tattoos (hopefully)
Summer 2010 is SWEET!!!!! :) <3

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