I’m sorry that I’m exhausted and say shit without thinking. I thought you of all people would understand that. I also thought that while I was busy having a rough time you might put your shit on hold for two seconds and help me out. I guess not. Maybe I was wrong for doing this whole friendship thing…I mean I’m sorry for anything I’ve said, but you have to cut me a little slack and realize I’m only human. I feel like my heart is being pulled wide open. I let you in. I started to let others in and now… Idk you tell me and say it’s no big and then you act all weird and shit. Fml. I swear. Its like it’s never enough or it’s too much or I take my jokes too far or my off handed comment is too much. Fuck. I always manage to hurt the people that matter most and push them away when I need them the most. I don’t know how much more of this I can take….