Northern California

This is where I have to be honest to say what I need to say without question. Okay so here it goes. I know in my heart that I can get into college I also know that for the sake of my own sanity it needs to not be any closer than 2 hours from here. La Verne California, where I've spent my whole life, where I can't go out without seeing at least one person I know, where everyone is married to everyone else, where people can't think outside the box or be comfortable with things that aren't "normal", where people got to school, college and then get a job and never ever leave. I can't be that person.

I NEED to move away from here. From all of this. So I can be my own person and live my dreams. I spend some time in Northern California already this summer and decided I really like it. That I can see myself there, and in a weird way Camp Concord not working out gave me the kick in the ass I needed.

I'm excited to go and look at colleges in Nor Cal here really soon. As a matter a fact I'm stoked. I hope that the one's I like best on paper I fall even more in love with in person. Because there are a few schools that I've become attached to just looking at them online. One being Cal State East Bay. I can see myself there. Let's hope it's amazing in person.

Nor Cal is calling and I'm listening. Let's go senior year- I'm ready to kick ass so I can go and live out my dreams!